So the conclusion Ive reached from this thread
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Decade of lifting weights, hundreds of thousands spent on food/juice, all to find out that what makes you so special in your chosen sport is that you are an evolutionary holdover, quite possibly the missing link, and worst of all, that you spent all that money to transform yourself into a strange semi-english speaking shaved gorilla copy, with slightly above average intelligence (compared to a gorilla).
Epic.
Did I miss anything?