You will lose some water and the strength that comes with it.. but no way you will "shrink" as in getting way smaller than you started.
Then get off and stay off forever. Forever. Never again. Not HCG to bump start your gonads, no HRT because you've fucked up your testicles. No PEDs at all. Absofuckinglutely no drugs at all. To use a double negative favored by mental eunuchs the world over, no nothing.
Ever. Again.
The evidence is overwhelming that what I say is correct. Deny it all you will, but it is fact and not just because it is I that states it, but because it
is.
Once your downward spiral into the hell of self loathing, denial and inability to train ends, you may well pick up the weights once more and train like a man. Then and only then will you stand a chance of getting bigger than you were prior to doping up. This too, is a fact.
Some people tend to hate and/or deny the facts but only when they find them unpalatable.
Thanks.