That's the definition of bitterness dude. Instead of simply enjoying the end product you're trying to put everything down and relativize everything (shitty voice without computer, shitty looks without makeup,......blablabla).
Try being more positive and simply enjoy things without overanalyzing shit, and you're gonna enjoy life a lot more kid. The ladies don't like a misery guts either. 
Haha, no that's your definition but that's OK. My def: if you can't accept things that happen in the past.
You say "end product", I say spot on! Image is a typical characteristic of this "generation nothingness",
not higher values like personality, charisma, authenticity and talent.
I hope you can enjoy this,