On a side note you want to have an idea of what your subconscious looks like?
Press ctrl alt del on your computer keywoard and take a look at the 'processes' tab. Routines, scripts, programs, which all run simultaneously and serve a basic life maintaining/reproducing purpose (i 'want' to eat,shit, fuck, dominate, cooperate with, draw, play, listen to, love, believe etc) all coming from a looong succession of ancestors and having been selected by evolution. I could develop further here but i ll stop at this for the moment.
Windows desktop would be your conscious. The part you use to interact with others to obtain what you need.
And it works the same for absolutely every single human being. What differs from one individual to another are some of the programs/tasks that are running in the background. But we re all here to kill or be killed. We just cooperate if it means increasing our own chances of survival. If all factors tell us killing is what is needed we will. In most occidentals minds, these programs have been erased and they want to disapear.
Take a look at your thoughts/wishes/impulses right at the moment, and write them on paper. Write what you think, what you intend to do. You ll simply map the list of programs that are running in the background.
Want to know what other people think? what they feel like? just look at your past feeling, get into their shoes, they re just feeling exactly the same things as you, thinking the same things, and if you happen to learn about some of their conditionnings you can map their whole personality easily, as mosts follow exactly the same models and influences. They all 'want' (are programmed to want/feel) love, to reproduce, to dominate instead of being dominated...
They work exactly the same way as you do. But they might have more or less knowledges about human nature than you. They can be more mature or less than you. But the basic main programs are always the same. And everything else , the secondary programs , specialities, originalities, (i play guitar, i like video games, i like horror/funny/sci fi movies etc, i paint) are only serving the ends of the main basic progams; reproducing and surviving long enough to teach your offspring how to survive.
I'am a cell, you are a cell.
We re all the same. We re all cells that shape a tissu, that iself shapes an organ. And we re all suposed to do a task that we ve mostly been programmed to do by our parents. This task is the socio profesional place in society. We re suposed to contribute to the big thing that generated us. Just like an ant is generated by another ant to serve the colony. We have no other purpose. Some cells are parasiting others by not working, contributing, or even attacking the other working cells. Cells (humans) communicate using domination, cooperation..submission. .share datas/informations, evolve. devolve...
From the smallest to the biggest scale, everything works following the same principles, it's infinite and always perfect.