I have other things I do in my life which are way more important to me than bodybuilding. I dont aspire to by anything in bodybuilding and limit my drug usage to what I consider sanity. I couldn't care less about not ever becoming ifbb pro. I consider life of an pro bb'er miserable and sad, even mediocre amounts of drugs make me feel ill all the time. I can handle diet, I can handle hard long training, but huge amounts of drugs - no thank you.
You don't have to be IFBB pro. Looking impressive is enough of a goal to me. Do what you wanna do with your life.