Are you on clomid right now? Are your estro levels to high? That can really mess you up bad! I was on 100 mg of clomid once coming off of a cycle. It turned me into a huge pussy! At the time my girlfriend found out I cheated on her. We went to different colleges and we were far away from eachother. I was very in love with her felt terrible. The clomid really made this shit 100 times harder. I was crying on the phone couldn't sleep it was horrible. Bad time in my life!
doesnt mater what he is on ,, will never have her,, it is more of a crush kind of loving kind of wanna be with but not sexualy ,, kind of beauty 6th grade love story that everyone has...this is most likley the girl that will hunt him for life in dreams and at age 50 he will still dream about not in sexual way becaude he will by then love a woman for real but that girl will be there as that girl of lust and crush in a innocent way ,, every fella has that one girl that was the first one! the first one who is the most beautiful to him and that he never did shit with ,, she is in every fella history ,,
every one has that girl ,, she hunt you till the day you die ,, your dreams always take you to the places you saw her and if it was 6th grade slow dance that where your dream will rtake you ,, or if it is 8th grade math class thats where the dream will take you ,, the drream will involve everyone around you at that age,, not only her,, and it will always be this way ,, everyone of the fellas in this dreamn will alwys stay same age,, ALWAYS,, in real life you wil see they grew and got old and had kids and became older and really nto even attractive anymore,, but in your own little dream when you close your eyes that girl will always be the way you saw her first time,, that age with those class mates or with those fellas around you ....it will all be like a movie that goes on and on every once in a while in your DREAMS
learn to live with it she will never be yours because ther eis nothing there to be yours,,
find real love
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