I hear lots of guys saying never put a bitch on a pedestal, and that there never should be "one" girl that is that important. BULLSHIT. Either Im a big soft homo pussy or you guys are full of shit. I ENVY you guys who can move on from one girl to the next without giving a fuck and not "feel" anything, or like you had something with one girl in particular. I've been in love with the same girl for over 2 years. . facially I would give her a 8, i have had friends tell me "she is a pretty girl bro, but I dont see what the big deal is" Her body is eh, small tits, no bubbly ass that we all love, very average figure, Definitely not as "fuckable" as some of the girls you fellas post on here. 
She has the best complexion of any girl I have ever seen though, so I guess thats part of the reason I fell so hard for her. I can REALLY say she is the prettiest girl in the world to me, and mean it.
Thing is Im depressed all the time cause I'm not with her especially now that She is thousands of miles away and fucking other guys (I can assume)...but Im ok with that shes not my girl anymore but at least she has no boyfriend she has feelings for yet thank god, that would crush me.
. I have met some really sexy southern women out here cute as can be ... but as much as I try to get myself to fall for one of them or any girl for that matter (and I have tried pretty hard over the past two years ) its just not the same as how I felt with her.
Also another Strange thing is I dont think about sex with this chick 
Its hard to explain. The only women I get turned on by sexually are sluts who I hardly know .,,big asses small waistes, short dirty blonde hair are what do it for me. With this girl I think about her smile, her voice, her facial expressions.
What IN the fuck is wrong with me? I can honestly say if this girl showed up at my doorstep and I could have endless hours of sex on the beach in the Bahamas, I would turn it down to go to a movie with her or take a walk in the park. A young man on lots of exogenous testosterone should not be feeling this way. My dick still works but my SEX DRIVE is gone. The killer instinct an young guy in his teens or early twenties that was once there to go out and chase tail is just not there anymore because this girl is all that is on my mind, not her pussy. I hope that makes sense. Guys I really need some advice here. It has gotten to the point where I can be in a great mood on a bright sunny day, suddenly start thinking about her and my whole day is a dark miserable cloud.
you jew right? forget about her,, if she didnt want you already she will never do ,,
at the age you talk about you can get a girl via few ways,,
1. be very muscular as in conditioned muscle ,, doesnt have ot be very big..170 lb true 6%...dry...5'9 will get her ,, no matr how old you are by the way ,,can be even 32 she will go with you at 18 if you are what i describe here,,yes americana girls are like that
2. money...if she know you have money,, never spend a dime on her ofcourse but....if the girl know you have money as in from rich family she will be there,, americano girls!
3. love,,well for that she need to love you and be inlove with you ,, doesnt happen at all at age 18 ,, they think they are inlove they are not,,
over all i suggest you to fuck other girl and move on ,, the fact you want to be with her in aplatonic way and go to movei with her means even worse....means you have nothing sexual for this girl ,, you have to want to FUCK THE FLYING DAY LIGHT OUT OF A GIRL and be extremly attratcd to her to end up with her ,, otherwize you will end up like brother and sister ,, you will love her but wont be inlove,,
she is americano right? she is far righgt? she doesnt think about you not even for a damn second,, most of them are very very very very and then some very flat as in they dont think deep,, they dont thikn deep at all especialy the 20 year old of now days,, they dont have the ability to think complicate ,,
at her age ,, she may end up going to a club and listen to me carefuly ,, at her age she may end up going to a club with her mama and her mama brest friend,, meet the bouncer there and go to his place and tell him ...you can do anyhting to be beside fucking me ,, thats how weird that age is and those type of girls are,, kind of not whores but want attention if you knoe what i mean ,, since from reading fast what you wrote i understand she is not exactly a whore...so the not exactly whores fall in the catagory of....do anything you want ot me in yuor place beside penetrating my pussy ...mainly making out sessions and blow jobs at times,,this is their way of getting to be out there yet not whores in their head ...
forget about her,, if she was 31....then id say maybe ,, buit her age not a chance unless she is INLOVE with you and keep in conctant contact with you from her will!
jew fellas stress too much over things like that,, it kills their life and muscle get their estrogen level up ,, you will have another layer of fat or water on midsection just from her,,girls are worse than sodium manipulations for a bodybuild,,
you hav eto remember! the girl who want you WILL MAKE SURE MAKE SURE! THAT YOU KNOW IT AND THAT SHE IS THERE SO NO ONE ELSE CAN GET YOU ! ,, SHE WILL DRIVE FOR YOU ,, AND DO HER HALF AND MANY TIMES WAY MORE THAN HALF ,, SHE WILL BE UP FOR YOUR SHIT ,, SHE WILL LAUGH AT YOUR NOT FUNNY JOKES,, SHE WILL PAY HER SHARE OF DINNERS ,, SHE WILL WORRY ABOUT YOU ,, YOU WILL SEE IT AND FEEL IT ,, THERE WILL BE NO ONE ELSE ,, SHE WONT EVEN GET ON HER TEXT WHILE WITH YOU ,, EVERYTHING WIL BE
YOU YOU YOU AND THEN SOME MORE YOU
get over that girl will never work you just going to fuck up your bodybuilding and end up still NOT BEING WITH HER!
gh15 approved
