i developed an irrational hate for jay cutler
i saw a very lean but no size and a lot of veins black guy in the street today and i nodded my head and said "all diuretics" to myself
i saw a bunch of broad shouldered black guys with muscle and raged at myself "why don't i have the width and size of these oblivious genetic specimens

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i look at girl's calves and fatceps when sizing up their genetic potential for breeding
i get sick pleasure from guys who suffer severe side effects from winstrol