LIKE I SAID I CAN IMAGINE WHY Y0U W0ULD THINK IT'S UNATTAINABLE. Y0U SAID Y0U WERE 5 8 110 LBS PRE LIFTING. THIS IS A PHYSIQUE 0F A PETITE ASIAN FEMALE. I SAID IT AGAIN AND I'LL SAY IT AGAIN.
0KAY Y0U SERI0USLY ARE RETARTED IF Y0U THINK THAT WAS ME ALREADY LIFTING HEAVY F0R MANY YEARS WITH MY B0NE STRUCTURE. THAT WAS ME PRE LIFTING AT 17. AND L0L AT ME BEING 30. TR0LL AWAY.
someone post pics of his receding hairline lol, also, why do you respond? WHy do you think you have to say yes or no when people say that you use steroids? You understand that your approval is not needed right, you understand that we all know you're a liar, right? You call people idiots and retards, but you don't have the intelligence to figure out that we don't need you to agree with us, right?
Here's some insight I have into your character: You really hate yourself. You are depressed, you lie lie lie about having money and this and that, you don't, not only are you a liar in thar regard, but you look in the mirror and see a hair line that belongs on a 45 year old when you are 30. This clinches it, you can not go back to reality, it is too painful. How long ago did u have sex last? It's been years, hasn't it?
You know how I know this?
Because of the way you regard your presteroid self in the pic that you claim is of you at 17 before even stepping foot in a gym. You hate that kid, that kid lifted weights for at least a year, looks like 6 months to a year of lifting weights, he did cardio and he took ephedrine to go down to 6 %, which is fucking lean for a natural, and he was SO ASHAMED of what he was that he now pretends that kid never went to the gym, never built up that foundation. He insults that kid, he remembers looking at himself and thinking "i am pathetic," and now that he supposedly is better than that kid, he demeans him even further... you say that kid never hit the weights... when you walked around as that kid, you thought this is what people thought when they saw you: "does he even lift weights?lol" That hurts doesn't it. Yeah
This kid was not only scrawny in his own eyes, but also quite naive and stupid, because when he started to use steroids he told himself that FINALLY he can pretend to be in teh class of genetically superior people he saw on the cover of the fitness magazines, but little did he know all those people were on steroids too. WHen you call people an idiot, this is really you abusing that kid again, it's you calling him an idiot, it's you abusing the little asbrus in other people, this is how I know you're depressed.
This is why you lie, you hate yourself, for you to accept reality is too painful... you do not have to lie, the people who made you feel inferior in the past were all liars too, you do not have to abuse people and call them stupid and say they had physiques of asian women, you do not have to hate yourself, you are normal and had a nice body even before you did steroid, come to the light side
I did not even use the word delusional here, this is me being nice