Until you have other opportunities besides working at GNC and cleaning houses you might want to stick with BB; and pros don't take time off gear.
As you maybe already know I (or anybody) need at least $3000 a month to live and compete as a pro bodybuilder. I think it's the absolute minimum. And it's better if that money comes from a sponsor...because with my current work schedule I can't imagine a pro contest prep...
About gear...
I'm not mentally ill like so many other guys...if I'm not competing I don't care if I don't look like a pro bodybuilder. I don't give a shit. I'm 5'7", 225, still have some abs, still one of the strongest in the gym...what else I need if I'm not gonna do a show...?