u do grow insane after a prep,,, your at your peak time of getting injured too!!!
regarding young guys staying on,,, hit it hard if you want, do your all to win a top level comp as a jnr,, if after your efforts you dont win, keep it as a hobby.... play it safe and look after your self
im sure all the guys here whove competed will agree that you can tell who will rise to the top, they stand out a mile compared to everyone else and if your not delusional you know that altho you look good, you can never be at same level...
it takes more then drug abuse, takes good structure and great genes too ( genes for muscle shape, response to gear etc ), atho half the board like to think otherwise