Yeah...but TBH i don't miss it at all...a lot of dudes romanticize their drug use and think it was "fun"...and to someone who never really lived in that world it can seem exciting and cool, the drugs, the crazy parties and wild shit you did, the sex...but in reality is just a bunch of fucked up people doing fucked up shit in a vacuum with no morals or responsibility ...i'm much happier now than i ever was then, no contest.
Same here bro,when I`m stressed at times I feel like i could use a good drunk,but I know the consequences.
My life was a miserable existance at one time and I actually didn`t care one way or another if I woke up in the morning.
Today,I feel much better dealing with life on lifes terms.
It ain`t easy, but that`s life!!