here's the big big difference between me and you, you keep saying i'm not well liked, like that matters to me
it doesn't. you are projecting, you think i care about being liked, i don't. that's why i am trusted in a way, that is why i don't lie, i don't kiss ass, and i am respected in a way. people see i have social courage,and they dont necessarily back me up, but they respect what i am
the guy who respects me the most is the guy you worship, the guy you imitate, gh15, and it isn't because of anything that is posted here, in fact it has something to do with olm, that i am banned has to do with certain thing sthat are going on behind the scenes that u r not aware of that goes on in pm conversations. it has to do with me sticking up for certain people, remember when i stuck up for u, yeah like that, i am always risking myself to stand up for people
there's two things u can not take away from me, and this goes for my conduct irl too, besides my humor which is fucked up, my intention is always innocent in a way, it's always a good intention, and two i am intelligent in a way that demands respect
for instance, remember gh15's thread about helping people in return for donations in a thread?
one i didn't think he should be asking to donate to dog rescue, so i questioned that and he changed his mind, and two he was not passionate enough about it, so i decided to remind him that he is sloppy, maybe make him a little self conscious about it, remind him that he has people's lives in his hands, i wanted him to be more serious about it
one more thing i want to say, people may be critical of me, that is only a consequence of me taking on social risk, and i do this because i can take it, i can not be phased, but plenty of people like me even if they don't admit it. and people may agree with you here, like raymondo above, but all they all remember that you are a lying little brat, that your allegiance means nothing, that you kiss whatever ass will benefit you. you are more than disliked here, you are despised. in other words, if you are liked, you are liked by others in the same way that you "like" them - in a way that will fall apart as soon as a little gust of wind blows on it
one thing i'll say about you, no way you were kicked out of ur house because of steroids, you were kicked out because your mother - even your own mother - knew that you were an untrustworthy little brat, a little coward she despised and as soon as she had the leverag to get you out of her sight, not a soul stood up for you because you never stood up for anybody else, always were fucking up and had to have someone else get your back for you