There are two types of guys. Those who look great off season and in shape they somehow fade and those who have it backwards. It's kind of funny when you see your friends getting better and better after they start bulking when you're opposite. I look like crap when bulked, I don't look like I lift. My bodyfat is not that high, it's just stored the way that my physique is ruined. You're similar bobs. You have small waist which makes everything look much bigger and now it's much wider. Minor lipo and water under your chest also makes it look like it's your weak bodypart, which we all know isn't. Sucks, innit? Makes you wanna stay in shape year round and never bulk, but you simply won't improve this way.