Well fuck it.....you only get one life, so make the most of it.
In all honesty, I have felt like it probably twice in my life after tragedies, however there is something in me that keeps fighting and I don't stay down for long. I always rebound up and rise above anything devastating that has happened in my life. I believe that suicide is extremely selfish and hurts the ones you leave behind. I would never do it.
Calm down hun,I was just trying to inject a little humor into this otherwise depressing thread.
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I rise up also, and have had a terrible life at times,but it isn`t as do-able for some as it is for others.
All you can do is take it one day at a time,try to stay positive,and surround yourself with positive people if you know any,and never give up hope.
Training helps me out a lot,but I still get depressed daily,of course the degree of my depression varies all of the time.
THROWING OUT A CYBER GROUP HUG TO ALL IN THIS THREAD!!
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