Want to know how irrational I am?
I fuck the most random whores off plentyoffish and never wear condoms. I consider myself an intelligent, successful guy. I have a dual masters and am licensed in my field. I ended up getting this hood rat, literally gang banger Dominican chick knocked up. She pulled a very similar stunt where she told me 3 months into the pregnancy, thus making an abortion illegal here in NY. I begged and pleaded with her to have it done in her native Dominican Republic. I offered her $5,000 cash. Didn't work. Finally in the 5 month, I finally convinced her and told her I would pay for all expenses for her to go to DR and get it done. The original deal was I would pay for the flight, hotel, and give her $5,000 cash). I ended up just having to eat a $600 plane ticket. I stiffed her on everything else.
Luckily she didn't know where I live. I was depressed as hell during that time thinking I was going to have a child with this woman.
So, did I learn my lesson? No. I still fuck every single one of these whores raw. I honestly don;t know what it is. I have a mental block in my brain. It truly is very odd. I know how crazy and irrational it is, yet I continue to do it
