having trouble with my liver/bladder and bilirubine in 2007, not because of ass.
i lost weight and feel drained all day long for 6 month.
i remember one morning watching myself in the miror, yellow, skinny, i thought i was going to die seriously;it's a strange feeling.
then in second when i broke up with my gf in 2010.
i'm a kind of buddist now, i'm an humble, quiet and realist guy.