Feeling sad and reminiscing about my ex from a looooong time ago.

[El Diablo Blanco]

Not sure what the fuck it is, maybe the mix of GH, tren and test.  But last night I had the most vivid real dream of me and my ex from 11 years ago being together.  She is "the one that got away", but she hasn't been in my thoughts for a while now, easily a few years.  But that dream was so real that all day today I am just feeling sad and emotional about her.  I googled her name and found a facebook photo of her and just stared at it for about 30 minutes.  I tried to clear my mind and watch porn and crack one off but I just couldn't get into it.
Why all of a sudden am I thinking about this bitch?  Truth is she is the one chick in this world that has my heart.  She was tall, gorgeous, very smart, but also a lot fucked in the head.  It was controllable, but I think she is whacky.  Googling her name it sounds like she runs a very successful multi-million dollar business now.

I can't seem to snap out of this funk.

[Hulkotron]

Have a wank and a pizza bro you'll feel better

[purenaturalstrength]

sorry to hear that friend

prostitutes and promiscuous women can ease the pain

[bradistani]

that's one of those dreams where when you wake up you think 'fuck, it wasn't real' , and its back to shitty reality  

[The Greek Wolf]

Get real man. She's probably fat and ugly now. Just concentrate on how sickening her farts would smell living with her. Her bad breath and the same old worn out pussy over and over? Whoever has her now is paying the price. Better off living alone; you don't have to open the bathroom door and die from the stench of her wretched turds.

[io856]

Get real man. She's probably fat and ugly now. Just concentrate on how sickening her farts would smell living with her. Her bad breath and the same old worn out pussy over and over? Whoever has her now is paying the price. Better off living alone; you don't have to open the bathroom door and diew from the stench of her wretched turds.

exactly

[El Diablo Blanco]

Get real man. She's probably fat and ugly now. Just concentrate on how sickening her farts would smell living with her. Her bad breath and the same old worn out pussy over and over? Whoever has her now is paying the price. Better off living alone; you don't have to open the bathroom door and die from the stench of her wretched turds.

Actually no  If her facebook photo is recent she looks fucking amazing.

[biff]

mon_of_steele i recently had almost the same experience, a dream, lingering on it, finding her on facebook, etc.

you need to remind yourself why it didnt work. you mentioned she was fucked in the head, well she probably still is. dont downplay it now because you are horny or feeling nostalgic.  my ex i had a dream about had a perfect ass, coy smile, loved to suck dick. then i start to rememeber the 3 am phonecalls accusing me of nonsense, her penchant for trying to create drama, her selfishness.

this too shall pass

[El Diablo Blanco]

mon_of_steele i recently had almost the same experience, a dream, lingering on it, finding her on facebook, etc.

you need to remind yourself why it didnt work. you mentioned she was fucked in the head, well she probably still is. dont downplay it now because you are horny or feeling nostalgic.  my ex i had a dream about had a perfect ass, coy smile, loved to suck dick. then i start to rememeber the 3 am phonecalls accusing me of nonsense, her penchant for trying to create drama, her selfishness.

this too shall pass

I agree and have no intention of reaching out to her or trying to rekindle.  Just don't know where this all came from all of a sudden and why it has hit me so hard. 

I think I need a hard night of drinking and whore hitting oning.

[che]

I can't seem to snap out of this funk.

Up the dosage

[biff]

I agree and have no intention of reaching out to her or trying to rekindle.  Just don't know where this all came from all of a sudden and why it has hit me so hard.

i believe its the vividness of the dream that does it (at least in my case)

I think I need a hard night of drinking and whore hitting oning.

thats the spirit

[True]

Man up you punk, this is Getbig - we dont talk about feelings...


 

[irishdave]

Get real man. She's probably fat and ugly now. Just concentrate on how sickening her farts would smell living with her. Her bad breath and the same old worn out pussy over and over? Whoever has her now is paying the price. Better off living alone; you don't have to open the bathroom door and die from the stench of her wretched turds.

lol at this post

[Nirvana]

it's just the dream.  tonight you'll have a different dream and tomoror you'll feel totally different.

[greeneyes]

add her in facebook and try something wild

[Anna Recksiek]

You may need an ai or sarm.  That test is converting too quickly

[makaveli25]

Get the sand out of your vagina buddy  I've been stuck living with mine  Almost over though.

[hrspwr]

You should put on your soft jammies, open a bottle of wine, turn on lifetime television and have a good cry.
 

[Metabolic]

I had one not long ago too, time heals almost everything and there is nothing you can do besides give it time.

[Fortress]

Better off living alone. You don't have to open the bathroom door and die from the stench of her wretched turds.

 

But in reality, total truth. I cannot imagine, after having lived with a chick, wanting to do it again. What a nightmare.

Hey, date a girl, no sweat, but NEVER move in with her or marry her. One hell of an instant buzzkill right there.

I dated this dame for a decade and she bailed on me a couple of years ago. What a gift that now keeps on giving. Sure I sometimes mourn the loss, but more often I rejoice at my freedom from the bullshit females bring to a man's life.

[Fortress]

P.S.

I had a girlfriend for four years all through high school (the '80s). Haven't seen her since.

A year or two ago I got sentimental and found her living out on the west coast (Canada). Emailed her and quickly found out that her zaniness of 25 years ago has only become amplified to the billionth degree. She is now pure looney.

Ditched her email address and cancelled that trip down memory lane, that's for sure.

  

[newmom]

everyone has taken that trip at one time or another..


go to souplantation, you'll feel better

[HTexan]

Another thread about the past? Dude, stop this shit and start working on the future.

[calfzilla]

My one that got away was about a year and a half ago. Cant imagine being still hung up 11 years later. But I know what you mean MOS I have those dreams too, they seem so real then its like FUCK.

[Borracho]

Not sure what the fuck it is, maybe the mix of GH, tren and test.  But last night I had the most vivid real dream of me and my ex from 11 years ago being together.  She is "the one that got away", but she hasn't been in my thoughts for a while now, easily a few years.  But that dream was so real that all day today I am just feeling sad and emotional about her.  I googled her name and found a facebook photo of her and just stared at it for about 30 minutes.  I tried to clear my mind and watch porn and crack one off but I just couldn't get into it.
Why all of a sudden am I thinking about this bitch?  Truth is she is the one chick in this world that has my heart.  She was tall, gorgeous, very smart, but also a lot fucked in the head.  It was controllable, but I think she is whacky.  Googling her name it sounds like she runs a very successful multi-million dollar business now.

I can't seem to snap out of this funk.

Bro, if she's really got money and she's single than I say you get in touch with her. Maybe shes more mentally stable now