Team Insecurity has a new member.
Weight training gives you a overall good and relaxed feeling. You may not look huge but fit.
And if you fit in xs shirts you are small from beginning, which leads to your insecurity.
its not so much insecurity but rather just a feeling of void
a void of having one of your accomplishments disappear without the presence of drugs in the system
and the sad realization is that the accomplishment cannot be done without drugs in the system
to be honest i don't even feel like there is a point in doing 4 month cycles unless you are a young guy and are in to dabble,
otherwise there is no point in yo-yoing with your weight and losing your gains doing the 4 month on 4 month off type of thing
might as well stay on or do variations of blast cruises
the world of steroids really is like opening pandoras box
when you open it, there is no going back to what you once were, nor the natty test levels you once produced