Your Statement "Everybody is out to get me so why should I play by the rules and better myself" suggesting that black people are "PLAYING" a victim rather than being ACTUAL victims. - this right there is your Bigotry - suggesting that black people don't have a right to fight against their centuries long oppression is a form of racism, it is like beating someone and then beating them some more when they complain about being beaten. It is actually a horribly insidious form of racism, that you have present in you and are unfortunately unaware of. Abusers always get upset when their victim cries, this is basic psychology! An Abuser doesn't want any deepening of the reality of what it means to be an abuser, so they continue the abuse, rather than face the truth, that they are not a nice person, and in fact are abusive, in their beliefs, actions and their ideals.
Playing by the rules simple means, going to school and getting an education, respecting the laws that pertain to property and human life, and being a contributing member of society. No conspiracy here. And everybody should fight for their rights and dignity, I never said otherwise, but they need to avoid deluding themselves with conspiratorial bullshit to accomplish it. The truth is more important than lies, particularly self deception, even if the end results of such self deception are beneficial in the short term.
You still have no basis to call me a racist but I am sure you will continue to. If you read my posts concerning this matter it is clear where I stand. You want me to be a racist because it preserves your cognitive dissonance. In your mind we are all sheep and only you and those who agree with you know how the world really works. I get that, its part of the conspiracy mindset.
Are you a 911 truther?