I used to be addicted to IV coke.
I had access to 100% pure uncut, which was both a blessing and a curse.
A blessing because there is nothing quite like real cocaine. So few people know what real coke feels like,
there are no jitters or anxiety,no comedown or crash, just a heightened alertness with a calming euphoria at the same time.
With pure blow, you can eat, sleep, fuck, or do anything you would normally do, all while feeling a clean energy surging through
you. It was a curse because such clean, pure stuff will dissolve in water in seconds, making frequent IV shots an easy task,
no need for washing or filtering, just load a rig and go.
Just to give you an idea of the level of purity, studies show that the lethal dose of IV cocaine is around 750mg. By my own estimates,
it would take no more than 200mg of pure cocaine to make your heart explode. My bad 'trip' supports this theory.
When you IV cocaine, you can hear the dopamine rushing through your bloodstream inside the ear. It is an experience that can hardly
be described, there is absolutely nothing on this earth that can compare. They call it a bellringer, or visiting the train station. It sounds
like two bullet trains passing by both sides of your head while experiencing the wildest most euphoric rush of your life.
With pure cocaine, I have experienced the bell ringer with as low as 30mg IV.
After a week or so of this, I had worked my way up to 60-80mg doses.
I loaded a rig and shot it, and did not notice any euphoria. I figured it was a 'miss', and I would it would slowly be absorbed by my body
over time without noticing any effects. Eager to experience my rush, I loaded another rig with 60 or so mg, and proceeded to shoot
the other arm.
What I did not know was that the previous shot was not as much of a miss as I thought, it was right near the vein and was ready to seep into
my blood stream at any moment. As I was just peaking from the rush of the second shot, the first shot must have entered my blood stream at
full force, giving me twice the dose I would have normally taken.
The intense euphoria only lasted for seconds before being replaced with the horror that my heart might explode out of my chest, or I might stroke
out at any moment.
I don't know how long it lasted, but it felt like eternity. My vision was becoming cloudy and white, I started getting that tunnel effect, and was
shaking violently. It was scary just to breath, and I thought I would die at any moment.
It finally passed, and I was completely normal again. I washed half an oz of pure blow down the sink and never got it again.
