stark, I've shot and killed more deer than you've told lies about your fake life on getbig. I've fished the most dangerous waters in the world, I grew up around hunting my whole life my grandfather owned a 400 acre farm in georgia. Killing an animal never feels good.
You see and that is were you are wrong... I have NEVER lied on getbig and that is precisely the point why I am still here
as in not "outed" or "exposed" there is not thing too expose - so for the future and I honest to god mean that, when I say something about my previous life, its true simple as that.
I have hunted a lot of times as well - my uncle had a farm he frequently went hunting and I have been with him many many times, never felt bad when he shot an animal never will be - its part of life and culling is extremly important.
Did I feel bad the first time I had to put an animal down in my carreer as a zookeeper? Sure i did but you understand real fast that its part of life and that its okay - if you don't you don't last in that job anyways.
Killing an animal never feels good.
who said it does? All the hunters I knew never admit that they liked killing animals and even when I had to put down a good hundret rats mice and pigons and rabbits and god knows what else per day in the zoo I still didn't enjoy the feeling of killing an animal, but its okay and you don't need to feel bad about it.
If you would have really been hunting (which I highly suspect you never did) you would know that it is not the kill that is exciting but the stalk and the final end to it, same for fishing