You speak of these drugs so casually; it's unreal to me.
You should step back and reflect on your lifestyle. If you were sitting in a cafe and the table next to you were openly saying "I shoot 100cc of heroin and snort alittle bit of meth, with just a touch of crack cocaine.", wouldn't you be disgusted an appalled?
reflect on my lifestyle? my lifestyle involves worrying about myself, my family, and my profession... not worrying about what drugs ex-pro bodybuilders are using or more importantly, why they're using them.
it's my belief that YOU, kid, should refect on your lifestyle (or lack thereof ).
people like you have been around these bodybuilding forums forever... at least since i've been on them, when there was nothing but misc.fitness.weights and sooner or later you'll just disappear... dissillusioned because you're bound to be nothing more than a fat 160lb adult child who works at Costco and plays video games until 3am. If you're lucky you might have sex with 2 girls (not women) by the time you're 35.