I dont know Shiz, death scares the shit out of me. Always has, even as a kid. You know when you fall asleep and it's just nothing. You dont know you're sleeping, there's no inner monologue. You fall asleep then boom, you wake up. Yeah sometimes you dream but that's not what I'm refering to, it's the other nights where it's just black. I picture death that way, black and nothing. So yeah 50 million is allot but at 30yrs old, another 30yrs will pass in a blink of an eye. I will take the middleclass life homie