You'll be in the SQUAD only in your dreams for now, unless Heckler or Sars decide otherwise. And here's a hint - don't say you're in the SQUAD when you aren't. That's the most used way for someone to never get in. If you're good, you'll be approached.
kiwi, why did you deny ever "competing" (using the term very loosely) in the past when, in fact, you have competed twice?
Why do you refuse to discuss your performance on the bodybuilding stage, when this is a bodybuilding site? I am sure your friends would love to hear of your competition experience. Why not post some pics while you're at it?
Did you perform any better than your fellow Squad member, drkaje?
Did you perform any better than Vince Goodrum?
Why do you refuse to discuss your glorious military career? What the hell happened during your term of service? I'm sure your friends would like to hear this.
I have many more questions but this will suffice for now.