People that don't have money say and try to believe this.
Well you have to be were I was to understand it

and I generally speaking don't care what "most" people say.
And who says I don't have money? I said right now I make half of the money I made for 2 - 3 years, I still have some left which I don't need to touch since I am happy were I am, I don't have the urge to buy me an expensive car or go on shopping sprees - my pleasure these days is to enjoy a moderate life, I have two friends that I can truly count on a little web business that keeps me intersted a family that I love and adore and die for today a son that is the coolest kid (like every parent would say).
I like that I have to save two month or more to buy me something that costs 500 or what ever, I really appreciate things again - like for excample a few days ago I worked on our office / third beedroom and I bought all the stuff cheap from IKEA lovely style and I got so excited and carried away making it a nice place to study and read and feel good - a place for my wife when she has enough looking after the kid and needs a bit of her time as well, It has nice desk with good pc and a boss chair all the stuff you need for a moderate home office nice lighting and all - 8 years back I would have never bought anything from IKEA but it had to be all super expensive and branded, now I appreciate all this stuff so much more - I sit there and go - yeah thats a nice place and I am somewhat happy

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I've learned that due to many many complicated reasons in the past which are too fucking deep rooted I will never be 100% happy but I give it my best shot for the years that I have left - and I mean its easy compare yourself to anybody in some shitty third world country and you just know how lucky you are - I never have to worry that my son is hungry - trust me once you become a partent thats all you worry about, your kids.