it's hard to go back. it takes tremendous discipline and inner strength to keep coming to the gym, keeping putting the meals down when you see yourself looking smaller everyday and strength fading.
my suggestions:
1. don't go off; bridge on low dose test
2. take advantage of the time to do a liver cleanse (especially if orals were involved in your last blast)
3. focus on improving cardiovascular capability
4. scale back your training volume to a more minimal maintenance program
5. scale back on training intensity—say you're typically hitting a 9 or 10/10 intensity level on—aim for a 7 or an 8
6. get a blood test and try to bring your cholestoral back into balance with garlic and natural suppliments
7. save money for your next blast