There are crazy fuckers out there and I mean you, you know who you are. Focus on what you are doing. I don't think anything is going to convince you to not kill, but isntead focus your hate. Kill the bankers or the policy makers that fucked the USA, leave alone kids and innocent people that have nothing to do with your life and your hatred. It is best you don't kill anyone but if you are going to then focus on those that fucked over the USA.
God Speed.