Are those footlongs subway? If so, why not make the chicken yourself instead of eating the frozen processed garbage that they put in their subs?
Too lazy - Yes those are footlongs from subway. I'm already cooking chicken breasts for the evening meal.... I'll just have to cook that much more for the earlier meals... and just couldn't be fucked. My wallet takes a bit of a hit, but whatever, I pass subway on the way to my office and been going there for sometime so its just plain convenient. Not ideal but its good enough.
1. Do you plan to compete again? Do you see yourself competing into the later phases of your life, or will competition merely be a fixture of your youth, something you look back upon?
I don't think I will be competing this year - thats not set in stone, but most likely I will not. I'm in the tail end of my PhD and really need to focus 100% on that. I put my heart and soul into competing and other things in my life start to suffer so I really can't afford to have that right now.[/quote]
Maybe in the future yes I would definitely be interested in competing again. I haven't closed that door, but I'm not rushing to jump back on stage , whenever it happens it happens, if not thats all good too. Bodybuilding for me was never about competing, it was about me just getting bigger and stronger, competition was just something I did in parallel to that whenever I got the itch.
2. I recall you mentioning that you're in a graduate program of one sort or another. Does the dieting ever interfere with your studies in a notable (detrimental) way? How do you balance the cognitive demands of (presumably) intensive study with the often disruptive effects on mental function dieting brings?
When I was in undergrad studying Systems Engineering I competed two years, my grades didn't suffer - but it did definitely interfere with my productivity especially around 4-6 weeks out, I was like a fucking zombie in class, really having a hard time focusing, sometimes I skipped class all together, and didn't want to do anything at all. My social life also suffered a lot too.
So now doing my PhD, I'm not taking classes, but I'm conducting research and just want to get through with it as smoothly as possible which is why I don't want to worry myself with the stresses of dieting for a show, sure I'm gonna diet now, but if ever I find that its interfering with any of my work I'm just gonna say fuck it and lax a bit - but I don't really see that happening. I mean you see the starting point, its not like this diet is that severe or anything!
3. Why don't you go to the darkside? Is it ethical concerns or just practical ones?
I have no interest in breaking the law or doing anything illegal. I have a wife, a career, and want to start a family and all that. Don't want anything to interfere or ruin that.
Thats not to say that I would not consider taking any legal over the counter pro-hormones, I would do that and would be very open about it (as I have been in the past) its just that there is nothing good in the market right now, and what was there is now banned.
Looks like way too much food to me.
well - its trial and error really.... if I find I'm not losing weight with this, then I'll have to cut down some. We'll just have to wait and see!
Everyone else - thank you very much for the kind words of encouragement....
For those with the negativity - its all good! I know you're all national level competitors and will probably never be at your level - Will just have to learn to accept that!
