i have.. if i recall correctly ur a homo.. which makes sense.. very few hetero's can see women for what they are..
I would hate to be gay. You have admitted to having issues with depression in other threads. You are clearly experiencing a manic phase of your emotional roller coaster. One of my best friends is "bisexual" according to his mouth but straight gay according to his sexual history and i have never seen a more indecisive and mentally fucked person in my life. The fact of that matter is that due to societal norms, your mix between male and female brain, your generation of gays is frakked to the max. Expect to always be a head case and maybe if you try hard enough you can convince johnnyfuckhead to let you deep throat him.