You have already reached the nadir of your existence. This is it. Embrace life at the bottom.
It screws the libido up, you will need to take cialis every time you leave the house "just in case". Bodybuilding boards are littered with these people.
dude, youre nearly 30 and in the uk, just get on doc supervised TRT where he will give you HCG shots and human grade gear and AI's. When you wanna add size you use orals.
and so when you dont feel like continueing anymore you end up worse off than before