I feel disappointed and disgusted with myself somewhat about this decision. It can probably fuck up my life even more.
But fuck that traffic was making me want to kill myself
also, I feel a bit scammed with my contract, they said they would put in the contract after 6 months i would get automatic raise
but then i was there the first day, he show me the contract, and no mention of this salary matter
he tells me "oh it's not in the contract but you can rely on me, after all you have the emails about this"
i felt fucking scammed but signed anyway because he caught me off guard and I was already there on my first day (this is probably part of his strategy, normally you sign a contract in advance some days)
then I find out this bastardo is driving company paid mercedes CLA shiny car and it tells me he has a big fat salary and he want to scam me out of 300 euros per month

as if i'm not poor enough
oh well
not sure what I am gonna do next in this tragedy called "life"
