see out in public as a first reaction? Does anybody else feel this response in your mind and body? I never questioned it before and been writing it of as normal instincts or something. But lately I been thinking maybe it is not normal??
Every single day , every single time i see a human face, I think "given the opportunity/necessity, would i keep him/her alive or kill him/her? Is he/she worth living based on my own interpretation of good and evil? "
Needless to say, 99 out of 100 times i come to the conclusion i d probably would kill them.
Hope it ll help make you feel better. We re animals who are conscious of being animals. The older you get, the more you realize this. Kids and teens are just not mature enough and simply reproduce behaviors and thoughts patterns they ve been fed with until they "grow up" and realize it s a giant free for all and that there are no rules or "justice". As an adult just look at kids "playing"; the most dominant simply crush the weakest ones and everyone tries to find his place based on what mother nature gave him/her.