god lol..been a while since i talked to that bastard in the sky
my best friend - former gang member in one of the toughest gangs in compton,LA (somoan kid)....tells me one day, you know what flin....I wanna turn my life around. I want to try and buy a house for my family...i want to be long enough to see my baby sister graduate. ...I want to talk to god. (this was the baddest most ruthless dude I knew)....thought he was joking at first I mean this guy was brutal. I saw him beat the shit out of three black guys with a tiny wooden baseball bat you buy at the baseball games....6'3 290lbs and he ran a 4.8. 500lb raw bench in high school.... 495 for 3. No spot...no belt..pure, massive, raw strength.......
Told this to me on a satuday night while we were at some party high as fuck after we brought home two chicks from the strip club. I wont say anything in detail, but 1 week later something happened to the kid...on the way from church. His mom told me it was the first time he had to church in three years.........he was my best friend and training partner.
my own mother, beautiful person, ate like a champ, never out of shape a day in her life, prayed every night- breast cancer....):
coming from a once very religous person (and now the black sheep of my family) I decided then and there.....I refuse to waste one second of MY Life worshipping a bunch of dumb made up bullshit. while Im waking up next to some 9 on a sunday morning and your scratching your ass in some church, wasting your life away talking to a guy who might not even exist you can call me or shoot me a pm and you lunch wherever you want. promise that $30 will be alot more than anything you ever get from that cheap c u n t in the sky.