You should try bodybuilding some time, no drugs...then you'll be a real inspiration to your clients. Taking drugs just shows, you tried, but couldn't really hack it....at least, that's how most outside a gym would say.
Maybe on drugs you surpassed my gains, but not without them. Not many guys who gain 40+lbs of muscle clean think...maybe I'll take some gear now. It's usually the guys who try doing it on their own and fail. I see it all the time. So many twinks at the gym try, fail, then juice up. I look and laugh.