EXACTLY...
i DO understand Div..i really do understand your POV..however i've been on the other side ...when i first did coke i ALSO used to think...nahhh i dont have an addictive personality...
high serotonin levels...takes a strong man to say no to that...
however i've seen u talk...u happen 2 be strong willed...HOWEVER if you r the exception to the rule (ie someone that can be strong) does not mean i'm wrong about the general population
Junaid, when you made that fateful decision, you crossed over in to something that I could never be a part of. You willfully placed yourself in the crucible, a place to drown your demons, albeit perhaps subconscious in nature, demons nonetheless.
What you are, what you did.........I could never partake in.
I am on the outside looking in.....
.........and I see you.
Luke Skywalker: "I won't fail you. I'm not afraid."
Yoda: "You will be. You will be."
Darth Vader: "Luke......did Obi-wan ever tell you who your father was?"
Luke Skywalker: "He said you killed him"
Darth Vader: "Luke........I.....am....
.your father"
Luke Skywalker:

If you truly are a person without any addictive personalty, I'd say your not even human. Maybe Im wrong and if I am, you are definatly in the very, very, very, small minority.
RawNutsack,
I am barely human. I'm icy cold inside. That is why I can analyze people so succinctly. It's less about seeing people as human, more about seeing them as byproducts of their environment PLUS genetic predisposition.
Nature/Nurture on a whole 'nother level.
"You can't understand a user's mind...
But try, with your books and degrees."
--Layne Staley/Alice In Chains, "Junkhead"
"Why worry? Hope to God get me high when I'm buried. Knowing deep inside only a few love me. Rush me to the gates of heaven, let me picture for awhile how I lived from my days as a child......."
--
Makaveli (Tupac Shakur), "Hold Ya' Head"
What did Staley die of (at a very young age) again?... 
"Meet me at the cemetary dressed in black. Tonight we honor the dead, those who won't be back. If I die, do the same for me, shed no tears. An outlaw, thug livin' in the game for years."
DIV