I have OCD and a anxiety issue. most bodybuilders are all OCD. you almost have to have OCD to be a bodybuilder or become OCD, and steroids caused alot more anxiety in my case. I remember always having the worst insomnia and just worry in general when on harsh cycles. Tren and any harsh steroids like Halo and some other strength drugs do really make you have some added aggression. I think roid rage is real and it's mainly when cutting weight and on restricted calories and using harsh androgenic compounds. I didn't need valium or xanax or use painkillers till I started using steroids.I got hooked on xanax and valium to sleep and got hooked on painkillers from training to hard and getting joint pain and overall discomfort.
yea i hear u,xanax addiction aint no joke cause im there myself. i got abunch of oxycontin,xanax bars,morphine pills in my drawer n to b honest,i dont use the oxys or morphine much,just the xany,s to sleep,even during the day i get bad anxiety issues like i think im losing my breath n i start panicking n i drive to emergency room n just sit in parking lot for an hour till im calmed down

panic attacks n anxiety r serious issues n im struggling with them bigtime