I took the time today to take the most pathetic before pic I could 
And it appears you had to work at it to make yourself look just a little more pathetic in these photos. There's the overly sad expression on your face and then there is you pushing your gut out to the point of looking like you have scoliosis of the spine or an extreme swayback. You look soft as compared to earlier photos and you appear to have a very sallow completion. Perhaps a little hit in the tanning bed would help with this.
Why are you so down? It is time for you to start feeling good about yourself. Stand up straight and suck in that gut. Just doing that should give you a little more energy.