I appreciate the honesty too but it goes to show (at least to me), how much of a difference taking an abundance of steroids without much of break and doing small cycles (2) a year really makes.
I have a good friend that juices once a year for 12 weeks at about 750 mg a week. He looks amazingly good and although he never gains more than 7-10 pounds ever cycle, he keeps those gains untill his next cycle. He also doesnt get discouraged with stength loss after his cycle because his strength increase doesnt differ so much from that dose and length of cycle than what it was naturally, he just makes quality muscle mass gains.