At your biggest you look very good. That being said, you literally sealed your tag as a liar. You probably need 2 grams to get that big with your frame.
Your thought process saddens me, honestly think you guys are completely brain washed, you obviously you are a complete underachiever who thinks it requires drugs to pretty much do anything regarding athletics and bodybuilding..not sure what you're deal is but maybe if you would have put in the time and actually built a foundation you wouldn't have to juice for the rest of your life, not to mention you would probably still have hair and not have erectile disfunction. I remember when I first started training a lot of juices propositioned me to use juice, even some of my friends started using, I never felt it was necessary, I was making great improvements, didn't really even aspire to look like a bodybuilder, the guys physiques I idolized were the dudes on Baywatch, underwear models, and on a more muscular side Stallone from Rocky 3. As time progressed I saw these guys from my gym look incredible for a few months, and deflate and either get skinny fat, or just fat, also more bald. Years went by I went to college started bartending in some popular night clubs, by this time 4 years later my physique dramatically improved and these same guys would come to the bar I worked at, and were now asking me for advice, asking me what I was on, I just said I've just been training consistently for the past 4 years, eating every2-3 hours, training everyday. These guys now 10 plus years later all look like absolute shit..they see me on Facebook and comment on my pics at the beach, saying things like "incredible you still have the eye of the tiger" or "you haven't aged at all" or "your dedication is inspirational" ...some part of me wants to say to them what im saying to you, the choices you make early in your life are going to ultimately effect your future either for the positive or negative...one choice that I am completely 100% proud of is that I never touched anything, I am happy, healthy, maybe I'm not an IFBB pro but, I feel I built a respectable physique with my God given genetics and made the most of it. To the average person I am very muscular, out of the 900 crew members on my ship I'm know as the built or jacked officer no joke, you wanna know why?? It's because the general population doesn't spend countless hours looking at bodybuilding images, videos, pictures day in and day out, our perception of what a normal muscular body becomes very scewed, I think that is what has happened with you and actually to many of us to a certain extent. I honestly don't even know what 2 grams means, is that a lot or a little, I have absolutely no clue, I obviously know you are referring to testosterone, but when you are talking about units, honestly I have no clue about these measurements. You can think what you want, i'm not Layne Norton or some gung ho natural that will sue anyone that questions me, I really don't give a shit, I know what I do, the people that lived with me throughout my life know what I do, what I've got I've earned it, the proof is in the pudding, I have been in shape for 15 years, various pics I've posted, from various times, in various scenes, not pumped up after a workout, or only when im on or something, I have built my foundation, the hard work is done, now it's just all maintenance, if I want to cut up I just up my cardio a little more, watch my carbs a bit, If I want to add some mass I incorporate creatine in to my supplementation and cut back on cardio. That is it..