Im the same way, it's always been my favorite.
What other long term health problems have you seen with deca though?
I've seen various research suggesting that it may:
-damage the lining/endothelia of the blood vessels
-cause the heart & left ventricle especially to hypertrophy
-reduce neuroplasticity in the brain
-damage cells at the chromosomal level
Granted, most of the research is based off of animal studies and/or
in vitro stuff, but it still gives me pause. Still probably the mildest steroid though, short of test maybe.