I actually train the same way a lot of times. I have many of the same thoughts, halo.
How much hair are you really losing, mang? I also freaked my shit when my hairline started receding on the testo, but one day it stopped. Genetics, mang. If your hair is falling out like crazy on 150mg, then you need to accept your fate. Get a Turkish transplant or save up for a rug. Otherwise, juice to the gills bro. I take testo, dbol, anadrolona, trenbolona, masterona, nandrolona....you name it I have used it. ESFitness is a good example too. That dude uses EVERYTHING AT MASSIVE RIDICULOUS DOSAGES and he has hair. Seriously, go all out and see what happens. If you are genetically programmed to be a chrome dome, you will be one. Gear just speeds it up.
Did you get rid of your negro babymama yet? That is the real cause of your diminished gains. Get yourself an Eastern European blue eyed big titted whore and you will be at 19" arms in no time....soon.