Best advice...join a bowling league. Bbing isn't for you. The fact that people still take light amounts of test between cycles is comical or pct, etc. it's always another drug just to stay afloat.
You're not doing an Olympia any time soon, so man up and lift for real...like before.
We're in the age of the wannabe though, so many in gyms are the next Arnold...minus the genetics. Let it go..haha. Nobody respects chemical usage outside of getbig and Golds.