so bc of permenent non stop pains in shoulder, affected not only training since years, but everyday life pains got worse and worse.
decided to have a rontgen scan at doctors, he found somethings very wrong but couldnt see it,so we did the mri or rmi or whatever,that tunnel that they put you in ,very tight and very loud.then the inner stuff of body is xrayed or whatever.
they give anestsia injection(this one was small),then they inect some fluid to be seen on the xray pics, goddamn that needle scared me,haha.
so the results are back and talked to doctor.
theres much doctoric lingo in the letter-result of mri test, but to sum it up in layman getbigger terms, the shoulder is entirely fucked up.(but it says literaly that the shoulder muscles are extremly-extraodrinarily huge and strong).theres freakng parts missing!and inflammation edemas.
he asked me how i can still work with that,let alone work out.
the advice is to pretty much stop training immediately and have operation asap.
he said its actualy not from lifting,but genetic predosposition, the shoulder structure was bit off since birth.
i can list the doctor lingo if theres some docs here who care,but in conclusion, the recovery time post op(8-10weeks,fuuuuck,)and the re growing of muscle will most likely mean no summer of love parading the beaches jacked and shredded
this is hugely demotivation.a devastating blow of destiny
those guns for arms will shrink away to nothingness