I don't know how u manage with three. Kudos man, that's some serious work
i can't deny its human nature to think what if.....i took the other tunnel instead or man i like to trade with so and so....but i see my girls and now the boy and see some of myself in them or what they do day to day and it goes away,,,life surely changes ,,my time alone is the 'gym my wife say's,so be it..i am def jealous of guys in know who have kids or at least married but go to sun football games to watch or goout semi wkly with guys nite,,it just dosen't work out me in that regard,too much to do at home,,esp now wife disability from major back surgery...