You should try running Anavar as a PCT....
Help keep you motivated and not hit that inevitable crash that makes you do anything to get your next bottle of Test, realizing that this won't be you last cycle.
Kids always say "I just wanna do it one time and then I'm gonna stop..."
That's like the girl that say's "I'm only gonna get one tattoo"
Never, never happens.... unless, of course, you die first.