Don't be so stupid.
You think I would fucking troll this hard about this shit??? What would be the point? To make myself look stupid? Trolls normally don't try to make themselves look stupid...(well apart from Simple Simon but he is a genetic freak) lol
More accurate assessment would be this:
One party is ok with everyone knowing and actually wants to set the record straight so this shit is all over.
The other party doesn't want anyone to know (sorta has valid reasons, if you knew you would understand).
First party feels a little bit upset about it but is like ok whatever you say goes cos your real life happiness is more important than my ego.
Occasional argument break out about it and spill over on to the board and shit gets said which shouldn't have (my fault usually)
Everyone kisses and makes up and its all forgotten till the next time.
Well, you are a gambler...your words.
So, you have an "addiction" of sorts...and yes, you are making yourself look pitiful.
Unless that is what you want, or want us to think. Because no sane, rational person in their mind would or has done what you are doing. So, is that the gamble? To see what you can get away with?
If so, then you don't care for BS, but only the attention that you garner from saying that you do.
Basically, you are trolling yourself.