UJ, listen closely. If I was going to profess my undying love for a woman I wouldn't do it on the Internet and never on Getbig. You say you would do anything for BS. Well, best thing to do is not, get that, not mention her again on this forum. Keep such feelings to yourself and never ever post what you think she feels. If you are mistaken about such reciprocal feelings then goodbye any further romance. BS is a very private person. Why do you continue to embarrass her with your gushes of sentiment. Do you have any clue about how women think? Well, you will soon find out!
Take you're romance off the forum. That way you have a chance to win her heart. Persist in telling the flotsam how you feel and how much she loves you is precisely how to sabotage whatever feelings there were between you.