Not to go too much off course but it seems you have lived quite a life, what are some life lessons your learned from all those experiences? I am always curious to hear the stories of people that have experienced way more than I have.
Most of the stuff I did back then was a waste of my time..............many years time at that.
My best piece of advice going by my own experiences:
Don`t be a fool,and be a leader,not a follower,and fuck what others think of you.
I was a foolish follower.
Once you stop giving a shit about how people perceive you, whether good or bad,you are then free and can live under no limitations or so called guidelines of what others think you should do, or should have done.
In the big scheme of things,it doesn`t matter one fucking bit anyfuckingway.