I wanna thank you guys for giving me shit. It's exactly what was required to get my ass in gear. I love you all so much even Simple Simon.
His quitting responding to me and trolling me has given me new motivation. The battle is over as far as I am concerned.
I have been beyond pathetic lately. I am over it. I have had to deal with woman problem's and depression. I get like that sometimes. Party time is over.
Goals & Objectives: Lose 20lb in 20 days. Gonna blog it in nutrition section with vids.
-Diet starts tomorrow (no coke, no crisps, no chocolate, no bread, rice, potatoes, no carbs, no nothing.....just salad and green veg, chicken, fish and uhhh more gross rank dry skinless chicken + water and green tea)
- Twice a day cardio + bunch of HIIT (basically gonna run in the morning, weight train afternoon, run again at night, skip, box, whatever)
- Coming down to 250mg Test only, so I won't get super horny & wanna party, control appetite and not be a dick.
- Ain't having sex and I quit whores, gonna kill my sex drive by crashing my E2 taking Arimdiex 1mg EOD and losing ton of water.
- Ain't answering no ones fucking phone calls, train, eat, sleep + repeat robot mode.
- Ain't trolling the board no more, ain't gonna type in purple till I lose 20lbs (then I can have my purple privileges back), keep posts to less than 15 a day.
It's time to starve and get hungry about my goals again.
I am gonna show you my serious side.
Thanks for putting up with me & sorry for pissing anyone off, you were like my online shrink and punch bag, NEVER take it personal or serious.
Love you lots.
Hugs & Kisses
M
I don't take kindly to disrespect. not on the internet, not in person, not in a grocery store parking lot, not in like at walmart, not in a restaurant, not at the beach, not at the dry cleaners... anywhere.
ppl talk about the 'pussyfication' of America, yet they run their mouths thinking they won't get slapped and get their arm broken in front of their friends.
spent many yrs in a place where if you talk slick and say something out of line to somebody, you know that when you say it, you better be ready for what happens. most ppl here in the 'real world', aren't ready for what could happen.. and run their mouths like the world is a make believe cartoon. despite wearing nice slacks, polished shoes and a nice shirt, the guy you steal that parking spot from at the grocery store and proceed to flip off, may have just gotten out of prison and will have no problem identifying they bitch in you and proceed to teach you a lesson by taking you down to the ground and kicking out your teeth before you even know what happened.
the guy who's willing to go the furthest, wins. if you're not willing to go all the way, it's best you keep your mouth shut and move on, and make it to the next day.